I always known that in some point I am going to get out of here. I really don’t feel comfortable with my feet in the ground, so I need to for fill this project. Is a reality that I observed from so many points of view for so much time, I really couldn’t find a flaw in it.
Really this is something that not depends of my actual mental state, not even had anything to do with sadness, broken hearts, frustration or anything like that. I actually had a beautiful life because I put my shoulder on it. I was happy and I am really happy right know. I finish all most every project that I put my heart in, every question that needed to be answered…
Its funny but I do not got what I always want, I got so much better. I feel more and I like it. I felt more and I learned from that a lot. I make myself a friend of pain and sadness because I found a use for that, is my waking system, the red led that lights on when I am getting out of the road. A faithful friend of course, better for miles to accommodation and adaptation.
I always been construing this rocket, part by part and I know that in some point I have to go out in it, the countdown started a long time ago. That is a fact that do not depends of if is an existing living been that could co-pilot my ship. I construct it with the two modalities just in case, I believe that obviously it will be much more fun if I find you first.
Is not about love, Is about my soul that need to go somewhere that I can not understand, because I always found myself climbing for a higher point of view…I am getting out of mountains…
Is something like that cold in your back that make you walk faster in the obscured night, that energy going from the first vertebra to the last in less than a second, you can’t stop, is an epidural injection to your nervous system… a pushing force… the difference in the atmospheric pressure that suck you to some safety undetermined vacuum point in the front…
Of course, I just understand the kind of fuel that this machine need, at last!!!
If you are not here for certain you will be there, wherever that place is, so I am really peaceful about this issue…
For the short time present-future times will se… from the long term future I am starting to write the words SAYONARA sucker!!! Eat my dust… I love yuuuú!!!
Pd: there is a shipping compartment in the back, and it is unlocked just in case…
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Words withtout a drop of truth.
Maybe for some weak soul who could believe.....
Words without a drop of truth.
Maybe for a weak soul who could believe....
..... And you still talking about the same old shit, the same fake idea comunicated again...
First, you have to learn how to be free, then maybe and only maybe you can think about another city. After that, if you're lucky and you learn how to be free from your own brain, maybe you could thing in another country....
And if this life alowds you that big gowth, you will see how these bullshit perhaps someday became the big reallity that you really can't imagine these days...
I really know you, you're not able to go to the corner of the world, not alone, not with the partner of your life... You can't laugh out loud again at my face....
(I loved you... I could cry at this moment only because I know all thouse words are only to you to feel an interesting person for those souls who makes you feel butterflies in your stomach, endorfins... whatever.This is one of the big deals... I really regret the moment when I decided to believe you...)
This is a joke?
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